Meloncholy actually comes closer to how I feel.
Yesterday I went to a 12 step meeting for artists. Believe or not, one exists. I think there may be a 12 step program for just about everything.
It's embarrassing to admit that I am not doing as much as I could. But I am doing something. This morning I blogged instead of doing my morning writing. Now I'm going to update my daily message (which is now linked into my AOL homepage).