I'm going to give up on the 20 minutes of writing for awhile, except on the weekends and just update my "daily" art on the website. This means I'll be saving them instead of trashing them. Is that better?
I feel suffocated when I don't make something. Some art. This helps me to breathe. The 20 minutes unloads my heart and gets me free. Oh well. Something has to give. I'm getting up later and later to go to work. In fact, I'm late now. I'm eating my breakfast and typing while I chew. It's a huge effort to get there on time. My morning routine is deteriorating.